Not that much people know this about me but i use to be a cutter. I would cut my arm everytime someone was to hurt me emotional because i didnt know how to deal with the issuse and felt like i had no one to talk to about my problems. I just felt alone and i was stuck in this deep black hole and couldnt climb out of it. Its been almost a year now since I last cut and Im really proud of myself for that. Even though I still have the ugly scars on my arm and it reminds me a part of my dark past. But Its okay because I tell myself I dont wanna go there again and everyday is still a battle to find and feel happiness. I deserve to be happy and anyone who is suffering deserves to be happy too. Know that you are loved and even though I dont know you, know that I love you and care for you and you deserve to have a smile on your face everyday. My best advice is to surround yourself with people who loves you for you. Spend more time with your family and friends. #semicolonproject416 #happiness

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daughterofthewoods:

If you look at it this way; Cherry blossoms are planted in graveyards because they need the nutrients from the rotting corpses underneath the ground. That’s why these trees are fully grown and pretty. From dead humans, pretty things will grow. And if you think about it, these dead bodies are in this tree, blossoming.

“He said that if they dug his father’s body up, it would be gone. They planted a seed over his grave. The seed became a tree. Moses said his father became a part of that tree. He grew into the wood, into the bloom. And when a sparrow ate the tree’s fruit, his father flew with the birds. He said… death was his father’s road to awe. That’s what he called it. The road to awe.” {x}

I don’t understand why I let people stop me for reaching for my dream. For now on im going to be selfish and only think about myself. Im done helping people and being a toy. Im going to start living. Dont step on my path cause I will destroy you before you hurt me.

Dear life,
Im super duper sorry that after high school ive been crazy busy working only. I know that your tired and feeling alone at times but ill make it up to you. I promise. Right now I just kinda feel lost in the pool of making money. Ill get myself back to track soon and reach for my dream.

i  feel like i have no one to talk to anymore….i hate how when someone needs me I’m there for them and when i need someone… no one is never there for me….going MIA for awhile……. i guess i need time to think about life and what i need to do to get to the place i belong.